i was trying to pretend it didn't happened ,like it didn't exist or something so i could may not feel like it . but we are supposed to fee it . the pain is because we are alive right ? Chris , just like a Stone , now you are gone too . i didn't thought loosing a singer would make me slip into my depressions ,
but here we are . and the rollercoaster started to running . We made through the first fall , there might be some stomach aching for a while . but its good . i haven't cry in years , now i know i am still alive .

if you are reading this . the movie called 'Blue Jay' is perfect .

week 4 - flowers

"Men have forgotten this truth," said the fox. "But you must not forget it. 

You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. 

You are responsible for your rose . . ."

"I am responsible for my rose," the little prince repeated, so that he would be sure to remember.

how did we got here ?

how do we get here ?

we are not

Useless

And we should not be the same

And i've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable, distance

I had sworn to myself that I'm content

With loneliness ....

we all fall down

an interview : the song is basically about , you know when sometimes you sit and "people watch".
Like when you are sitting there,and you watch somebody and you are totally taken by them.
and that's all you need . you don't need to sort of approach them or anything like that .
i guess it's actually a strange song .
it's about getting all you need from somebody without actually sort of having them .
you know . . . like looking at somebody and they sort of feeding you ,and you love them ,
and they don't know it .
it's about watching somebody and being fulfill by that .


- G e m m a H a y e s : "easy on the eye"

"I thought I understood it, that I could grasp it. But I didn’t, not really.

Only the smudginess of it; the pink slippered or containered,

semi precious eagerness of it.

I didn’t realize it would sometimes be more than whole.

That the wholeness was a rather luxurious idea because

it’s the halves that have you in half.

I didn’t know, ... don’t know about the in between bits.

The gory bits of you ...

and ... the gory bits

of me."

Anna ' like crazy . ( movie )

life frame

sometimes the stars

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