"I thought I understood it, that I could grasp it. But I didn’t, not really.

Only the smudginess of it; the pink slippered or containered,

semi precious eagerness of it.

I didn’t realize it would sometimes be more than whole.

That the wholeness was a rather luxurious idea because

it’s the halves that have you in half.

I didn’t know, ... don’t know about the in between bits.

The gory bits of you ...

and ... the gory bits

of me."

Anna ' like crazy . ( movie )